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More System Notes
Nov. 30th, 2015 08:26 pmWe didn't realize until something forced us that yes, Alistair does come from a universe where he did the dark sex ritual with Morrigan, and yes, there is a very important implication to that
It's entirely possible that Celeste is the original, or... an original, if that's a thing.
It also appears that Celeste is the one who got all of the memories/knowledge of HTML/CSS, for some reason. But she doesn't understand Java.
We seem to be, developing, away from being facets and towards being a Fully Fledged System™
WHICH IS UNFORTUNATE in some ways because it seems to mean that a) some of our skills are getting partitioned off to different system members, b) I, as Ray, am having trouble with like... not being in control? we all might be tbh. definitely we're switching a lot (me and celeste today, in particular). Which equals the body having a pretty big headache
It doesn't help that we don't really have a well-formed headspace? those who aren't the host go SOMEWHERE when they aren't around/fronting/conscious... don't they? its, very confusing, and a little bit stressful
We told Counselor Pam about being a system and she said she was glad she told us because it meant it could be discussed. Which is basically what we/I was talking about with Leli
But yeah we are learning more about ourselves and each other which in itself is a good sign bc it means (at least I think it means) we CAN get more stable eventually it'll just take time.
It's entirely possible that Celeste is the original, or... an original, if that's a thing.
It also appears that Celeste is the one who got all of the memories/knowledge of HTML/CSS, for some reason. But she doesn't understand Java.
We seem to be, developing, away from being facets and towards being a Fully Fledged System™
WHICH IS UNFORTUNATE in some ways because it seems to mean that a) some of our skills are getting partitioned off to different system members, b) I, as Ray, am having trouble with like... not being in control? we all might be tbh. definitely we're switching a lot (me and celeste today, in particular). Which equals the body having a pretty big headache
It doesn't help that we don't really have a well-formed headspace? those who aren't the host go SOMEWHERE when they aren't around/fronting/conscious... don't they? its, very confusing, and a little bit stressful
We told Counselor Pam about being a system and she said she was glad she told us because it meant it could be discussed. Which is basically what we/I was talking about with Leli
But yeah we are learning more about ourselves and each other which in itself is a good sign bc it means (at least I think it means) we CAN get more stable eventually it'll just take time.
